Well, it seems that I have taken a step backward. We were trying to have a baby, but now thanks to a jacked up cycle I'm currently taking birth control. I was going to take it for the next two months but honestly, I don't know if I can. BCPs turn me into a hormonal, paranoid, depressed, mess. I mean just two nights ago my husband didnt come home when I asked him to because I wanted to use the car, and I actually went out LOOKING for him. It was cold as I don't know what and I was crampy and crying and thinking all sorts of things as far as me going to my sister's and staying because it was all I could take.
I notice things I usually don't notice, like he seemed he turned the volume down on his phone while he was listening to his voicemail. Whats that about? But I wanted to take these BCP for two months while I exercised and attempted to get into some sort of shape and then would hopefully ovulate soon after stopping them around June and get pregnant. I don't know if I can take feeling like this for the next two or three months.
Friday, March 9, 2007
Monday, February 26, 2007
and then there was blog.
So this is my first entry.
A friend once said that I "spread myself too thin", implying that I told too many people my business, or told people too much of my business. I wonder what she'll have to say about this.
If you haven't figured out by the title, this blog was inspired by the emotional rollercoaster I am on as we TTC. Trying to Conceive is an all-encompassing feat, and it affects every single aspect of your life, and every single nerve ending with every ounce of emotion is involved. A lot of people don't get this and I need a place to vent without being criticized. I also want to document this journey.
Here's a little bit about me:
I'm 27
I live in Philadelphia
I graduated Univeristy
I am married and have been for a year and half
I am currently 3 months 3 weeks post my second miscarriage
My heart is open like a fresh wound
I cry a lot
I want to lose 50 pounds
I'm afraid of cats
I don't want to overload my first post with emotional ramblings, so I'm going to end this intro here.
I look forward to you getting to know me.
A friend once said that I "spread myself too thin", implying that I told too many people my business, or told people too much of my business. I wonder what she'll have to say about this.
If you haven't figured out by the title, this blog was inspired by the emotional rollercoaster I am on as we TTC. Trying to Conceive is an all-encompassing feat, and it affects every single aspect of your life, and every single nerve ending with every ounce of emotion is involved. A lot of people don't get this and I need a place to vent without being criticized. I also want to document this journey.
Here's a little bit about me:
I'm 27
I live in Philadelphia
I graduated Univeristy
I am married and have been for a year and half
I am currently 3 months 3 weeks post my second miscarriage
My heart is open like a fresh wound
I cry a lot
I want to lose 50 pounds
I'm afraid of cats
I don't want to overload my first post with emotional ramblings, so I'm going to end this intro here.
I look forward to you getting to know me.
and then there was blog.
So this is my first entry.
A friend once said that I "spread myself too thin", implying that I told too many people my business, or told people too much of my business. I wonder what she'll have to say about this.
If you haven't figured out by the title, this blog was inspired by the emotional rollercoaster I am on as we TTC. Trying to Conceive is an all-encompassing feat, and it affects every single aspect of your life, and every single nerve ending with every ounce of emotion is involved. A lot of people don't get this and I need a place to vent without being criticized. I also want to document this journey.
Here's a little bit about me:
I'm 27
I live in Philadelphia
I graduated Univeristy
I am married and have been for a year and half
I am currently 3 months 3 weeks post my second miscarriage
My heart is open like a fresh wound
I cry a lot
I want to lose 50 pounds
I'm afraid of cats
I don't want to overload my first post with emotional ramblings, so I'm going to end this intro here.
I look forward to you getting to know me.
A friend once said that I "spread myself too thin", implying that I told too many people my business, or told people too much of my business. I wonder what she'll have to say about this.
If you haven't figured out by the title, this blog was inspired by the emotional rollercoaster I am on as we TTC. Trying to Conceive is an all-encompassing feat, and it affects every single aspect of your life, and every single nerve ending with every ounce of emotion is involved. A lot of people don't get this and I need a place to vent without being criticized. I also want to document this journey.
Here's a little bit about me:
I'm 27
I live in Philadelphia
I graduated Univeristy
I am married and have been for a year and half
I am currently 3 months 3 weeks post my second miscarriage
My heart is open like a fresh wound
I cry a lot
I want to lose 50 pounds
I'm afraid of cats
I don't want to overload my first post with emotional ramblings, so I'm going to end this intro here.
I look forward to you getting to know me.
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